sian

i did badly for my o's.. 31 pts.. which cant get me any where.. gonna go RP todae n try out.. after tt gonna meet dear.. hais.. i feel terrible.. really... i noe i wun do well.. bt u noe a part of me cant help hoping for a miracle every nw n den.. while i was on e bcab on e way to collect my results i tell myself.. god.. bring me to where i belong.. so is tis realie wad its meant to be for my life... i dono.. i don wanna start wrk forever so early sia.. perhaps i will go try MDIS.. dono.. nw i am in dis state of confusion.. my parents wan me to retake.. n seriously i don feel like going RP those hu noe me well enuff shud noe tt.. i wan go nyp cos its nearer to my hse.. moreover RP so far n nt so establish yet.. aiya dono la.. hmm a few of my classmates oso kana 30+ i wonder wad dey gonna do.. tis tell u nv go to take pte o.. stay in gov sch bettr.. maybe if i haf stayed i'll get a good result lo.. hais.. sian lah! =(