Monday, October 10, 2005

sometimes

smtimes.. i think i am realie naive.. all issit jus a case of denial... ?
i dono.. i am scare... e weeds might haf been removed but the roots r still dere
maybe one dae.. e weeds will sprout out again...
i am realie naive thinking tt everything will be like e past but i noe smthings tho might look like a piece.. might actualie contains so many scar inside.. i noe dere is no perfection in e wrld... neither do i dare to ask for tt... but all i want is PEACE.. n some ass jus refuse to lemme...
y must tt asshole time n time again disrupt our peace.. he realie sux... i hope he kenna car bang TONIGHT! don come n disturb my life any more.. tho he wun c tis entry cos we aint cls but hw i itch to sms him asking him to get lost n outta our lives... he shud be a woman nt a guy so naggy n irritating... he wanna be a fucking asshole no one is stopping him but y must he drag pple into hell wif him... i simply detest pple lyt.. ownself landed in shit still wanna drag pple into it so as to acc him.... using the wrd .. "fren" is tis hw u realie trt ur fren by pulling dem into hell as well? i thot fren shud warn each another? perhaps its jus selfish reasons.. but my boi is SO BLINDED! y must i be e one to warn him time n time again when i noe he wun c e pic i c in my mind?
one more thing.... if tt ass is so free go n get some life.. stop bothering us lah... n so KPO for wad... if there is one thing abt me i hate pple to be kpo... my own family wun even be kpo abt my affairs who give outsiders e rite? his auntie is one v gd example... nt gonna start on tt if nt wud be endless...
tt ass .... y must he oways include me in e conversation n picture? wad i am doing is none of his concern lo.. y must he oways ask my bf abt my stuff n y mus my bf oways ans him abt my stuff... y cant he leave us alone tt leech! i hope n pray n pray he will c tis entry n AUTO abit but i noe.. unless is realie fated he wun.. n the last thing i wan is a pryer like him on my blog ...