as below..

Dilemma

feeling so torn apart rite nw... i think i have split personality! confusion leads to the inability to differentiate the best path for me...

ahead of me shows the many different path.. n deep inside of me i crave to take the darkest one.. i'd rather lead a memorable life full of ups and down then to have a safe yet boring life..

i miss the forbidden.. i longed to break free.. but i cant deny the fear that has settled within me.. 10 years down the road, i dont wanna look back and regret.. for i noe either paths requires sacrifices that i may not be able to pay.. i am like a raging storm that's confined in a box.. dying to break free.. i know i can get wad i want in the future but my heart cant bear to let go of the present.. please set me free from all the painful inhibitions