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i am really going crazy i think tis is the worse week ever.. my heart is pacing fast... n wad trigger tt off... actually i dono.. kinda sick man!

One sweet day

Yesterday
Had a reallie good dream on sun nite.. woke up feeling great.. while i was out with the two Js my younger sis called.. guess wad?
Babe drop her first tooth.. n i managed to keep it.. thank god she din swallow it down!.. n babe knows how to "shake hand" ler! haha... i'm just so in love with her.. she is e cutest thing on earth...
Today
One sweet day.. :)
period.

Am so looking forward to thurs.. n nx week n e nx nx week blah blah ... sch term ending soon.. yippie v soon i shall take one step closer to where i wanna be!

Ok

i need to admit.. YES I AM JEALOUS! n its really killing me!!!!!!!!!!! arghhhhh
i am crazy .. hw am i gonna slp tonite????????????

ok i shall concentrate on the upcoming RETAIL THERAPY n stop thinking of these nonsense..
n stop being an ass.. a redundant ass...

freaking....

feeling damn wad nw... ever felt tis way like u left ur precious hse den a couple of mths later some one move into the hse n tt some one is some one u don like.. tt is wad i am feeling nw minus e house thingy the circumstance is some wad alike.. guess is really time to leave e past alone n start afresh ... afterall i haf ald "left the hse" i am in no position to do or say or even feel anything.. y am i so sentimental.. even to stuff tt is nt worth it.. as in i deserve better.. y am i still dwelling on "tt hse" ? really hate myself some times.. guess "tt hse" really gave me a lot of good memories n changed alot of my life... i hate pple who like "second hand goods" especially is i used before de ... some more is some one i don like .. duh.. not forgeting tt some one buy the "goods" becos she noes i once hav it..ARGHH COPYCATSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS all over again.. pissed lah pissed..............
i swear tt i am gonna find a new "hse" tt she will be so envious till she wanna die !