sian

hmmm everyone is frantically finding a course to suit dem.. honestly even at tis stage i still gt no idea wad i wan.. e best choice wud probably be going to MDIS.. yeah.. tt is my decision.. so nw i am waiting for RP confirmation.. even if dey wan me perhaps i wud jus go MDIS cos e course duration is 6 to 9 mths oni..
gt a realie bad dream ytd.. abt me n my dear.. terrible sia~ hais so glad to haf waken up.. its a torture sia.. i wonder if it will happen in real life cos.. tt is one thing i haf oways feared tt wud happen ever since dae 1! Everyone reading.. please take note.. if u haf a best fren of e opposite gender.. n u gt a bf/gf.. please prove to dem tt dey r more impt den ur best fren becos if u don dey will become v insecure n upset over many issues.. sigh..........cmon at e end of e dae hu wud u end up wif rite.. dono lah.. perhaps nw i am jus SUPER DUPER unhappy over tt blardy dream.. =( do i sound like i am too much? perhaps.. sigh i don wanna feel lyt too wad.. i wanna be a gracious person hu can afford to share my bf but e fact is.. i am nt tt noble.. i am nt tt great.. i am jus a simple ger.. who wanna be loved wholeheartedly by him.. tt is all.. is tt too much to ask for? i dono if nw i am the one typing or sherlyn frm e dream.. cos e normal me wud jus swallow dw all tis ill feelings.. bt i don wanna hold back.. after holding back so many ohter issue.. tis is my blog if i cant let it out here where else! -fustrated- so pls forgive me for being so harsh.. but i doubt u will ever read so hack lah.....n plus.. its just a dream tt had yet to happen
Anyway perhaps i wud haf e chance to meet up wif my 2003 classmates.. something i am looking forward to cos i realie miss dem so o o o much.. hopefully dey can make it cos i haven seen dem for exactly one yr.. ok tt is all i shall end here.. =]