drastika

Drastika-
its so scary when one fell outta love huh.. don get mistaken the person is nt me.. bt recently many peeps made me realised tis..
i gt an realie good fren.. after her bf dump her she gt so terrible upset tt she did something DRASTIC to her hair.. she used to hair a fine sheet of long rebornded hair which was dyed to a perfect shade of golden brown.. n she used to be as fair as snow.. after tt blardy idiot left her.. she cut tt hair n in 20 mins.. she look like a butch n mind u she used to be a real beau.. so she had ts fucky hair tt din go well for her beautiful princess like face n fringe tt looks like its for retard.. den she started to change her whole image of beauty.. which change e hell outta her.. she start to be so bl;ardy tan.. (hey i gt nth againt pple who r tan in fact many gorgeous ladie r tanned.) but nt for her cos she.. jus liek me.. hates e sun dreaded e rays n heats.. bt nw she goes sun tannig eveyr week... n i cant recognise her anymore... ok as compared to mths her hair became more decent.. bt its like v plain o jane.. realie nt for her cos she used to be some one i realie envy n idolised.. n nw she cange within a matte rof mths to tis stuck in bntw ugly duckling wif e potential to be a princess. wad hurt me e most is definitely nt becos she is nt as gorgeous as e past.. bt is e fact tt she went so dw jus becos tt BLARDY jerk left her for some short hair tanned ger... sigh.. y.. of all reason did u chose to be influence by some one nt worthy of ur love.. u cud easily be e prettiest babe anywhere! .. (btw she looks like fann wong b4 she did all tis) n u cud left all guys longing for u once dey saw u man.. bt nw u becam e realie pathetic n u noe wad realie hurt me? e fact tt u r still trapped in tis stupid painful world in u.. y cant u jus let it go.. i mean he is nth great n he is nt even good looking for god sake.. yeah so wad if he gt a gibb mouth.. its jus emptiness.. u noe y am i pouring tis out.. cos i love u like my own sista.. yet u allow urself to became so pathetic..jus all becos of a JERK... please pick urself up again n stop hurting those ard u..
i swear to myself tt i will nv alow myself to reach a stage of hopelessness.. all becos of love.. no woman deserve to cry.. n e one who makes dem cry don deserve their love..

Little india trip

on tues noon me chris n dar went to tiong bahru plaza den we had our lunch dere..as we don haf much choice we settle for a noodle shop WHICH SUX
e attitude staff service food everything
ok la e food part i dono cos i went to kfc n buy coslaw n eat as e veg i order look like dey had travelled a long dis b4 reaching my plate.. n chrisline complained tt e dumpling oni has crust while dear's chichken is like a few pieces of miserable skin.. all of us were like @#%#$^^%&#%^* all e way.. den after tt i walk outta shop earlier to smk as i am realie DAMN FRKING PISS OFF.. after tt we waited for chris to smk den we headed to little india.. den i start to haf tis craze haha... chris n me decided to get henna n e thing on e head which i dono is called wad..
so after she bought her dog's shaver.. we stopped by a indian shop n ate curry.. v nice =P n we took so many pics.. jus tt its all wif chris la.. haha den after tt we searched high n low for henna shop.. which after a long time den i manage to spot one..so we gt our hands done though e skill of e woman is nt v good bt i felt happy cos i like henna on my hands haha n shun bian buy e thingy to stick on our head bt as its ald pretty late we decided to leave it till e nx time we go out.. den we pass by a shop tt sell those indian bangles n earings so we went in n both of us bought so many majiam our whole life wun get to c dem again.. oh i forget to mention tis is actualie e 1st time i went little india to shop la haha i spend ard $30+ on bangles n earing .. chris spend ard 20 pluc ba.. den we went to eat desserts cos chris is craving for tt.. after tt me n chris suddenly wanna eat peng he (stingray) so we walked all e way to e dono wad beauty or new world dere to eat.. we order kangkong n stingray as we r all nt v hungry.. dear keep saying he v full haha..quite nice la bt a bit too hot for my liking on e way dere we saw quite a few indian aqua all CMI de hahahahha.. den after tt we walk to take bus home.. b4 we reach e bus stop we saw a shop tt sell a v nice apple lamp which caught chris heart.. bt as left oni e last one (chris wanted a pair u c) so we din buy den she show us e hotel she stayed when she ranaway frm hm when she is younger v posh sia though its oni like 3 star.. den we took e bus n go home ler lo..

i feel wondeful

i feel wondeful i feel wondeful i feel wondeful i feel wondeful i feel wondeful i feel wondeful i feel wondeful i feel wondeful i feel wondeful i feel wondeful i feel wondeful i feel wondeful i feel wondeful i feel wondeful i feel wondeful i feel wondeful i feel wondeful i feel wondeful i feel wondeful i feel wondeful i feel wondeful !!!!!!!!
i will always ("v") tis song man !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
heeez
i jus simply melt when i hear it! love it like hell todae is reallie GREAT!

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tis few daes wasnt good.... sigh esp todae got into a huge fight wif my father...my sis n i was on e same side of cos...i nearly moved out when he sais tt tis is hise hse n if i don like it get out.. blardy ass mannnnnn don wish to sae so much all i can sae is i swear tt i wud nt marry an egoistic plus chauvinistis guy in all my lifetimeS.. sick of it man...anyway going to dear hse later den tml going out wif chrisline n him...application for ndis has been done... sigh i don reallie noe if i wanna continue schling mannnn... i'll blog again when i gotta time...

Me n Chrisline =PpP

me n chrisline =P

New Layout!

New layout! hee.. anyway.. i needa blog if nt i'll realie forget wads been happening in fact i'm having a hard time recalling man!
I'n SOOOOOO in LURVE with my new hair.. though i haf been spending hundreds n hundreds on hair care n styling bt i am happy spending dem cuz its worth it!
Met up wif vivian on mondae... we ate at e bubble tea restaurant n i bought a couple of stuff (Hair Products) haha.. after tt caught a movie at Lido den headed home.. den at ard 3+ i went dw to find my darling.. tuesdae.. i sleep all e way till 5 den woke up n prep hurriedly to go to chrisline's farewell dinner.. nice food n i enjoyed myself.. den went back to dar's hse n do my stuff while waiting for him to come back.. den we slp quite early as we r meeting chrisline e nx dae.. we went to mandarian to meet her as she is living dere after leaving our stuff n chatting in her rm we went shopping n had our lunch at marche.. it was great fun man.. lotsa funnie stuff n conversation n we kept luffing all e way.. afterwhich as she has to leave for e clinic we brk up den me n dar continue shopping ard n after buying some food n stuff we return to mandarian n dump our stuff dere.. while waiting for emil to arrive spore we headed to e cafe outside cine (forget e name haha) n drank hot coco as i was sneezing away.. oh ya took lotsa pics! will upload asap.. den we decided to head back to mandarian as we felt tt emil will arrive any moment.. after leaving as a bot of champ n some airline's goodie bag n stuff he headed to visit chris as she realie wasnt well .. e rm was damn cold man! anyway e view frm e windows r great .. we woke up v late.. exactly when chris knocked on e door.. den we hurriedly washed up n chatted while emil make some fone calls for serious buisness.. after tt its ard 5 den we parted.. chris n emil went shopping while dear n me grab some bites.. after tt he headed to work n me headed home.. i cant enter as i forget e keys so i went to dear's wrk place to take e keys frm him den after dinner wif himn i went home ya so tt's all tt happened i'll try to update frequently ... esp for e new layie...

new hair!!!

after sooooooooo long i finally change my hairstyle.. haha i cut my fringe n perm e rest of my hair e perm cant realie be seen frm e pic.. hmm.. anway i prefer big curls den small curls so s like if oni e curls r bigger it wud be 100% perferfect man.. anyway i got it done at supercuts.. e pple dere r realie nice .. even though i went back for a reperm for some areas dey din gimme attitude instead dey keep apologising n siad tt dey were hoping i wud come back cos dey r aware tt some parts aint realie nicely done.. anyway all my collegues keep making fun of my hair.. lol.. alo of funnie things la.. tis thurs going to sharon bdae celebration at ms.. looking forward to it.. its raining nw.. i wonder hw is dear working in e open. hope he wun get drench ya.. gonna chnage some parts of my blog after my com can go to IE i am fucking piss of with e peeps repairing my com man.. its realie been ages.. i wanna screw their ass man! duhhhhhh... went shpping wf christline last thurs n we realie spend alot.. bt i am glad we gt our stuff afterall.. bought a mango skirt at $76 n i realie love it.. e details r sooooo me! even christ insist tt i buy it cos she say it realie suit me.. den bought some styling n hair care products a wrap ard shorts n a project shop shirt for dear cos we been together for 2 mths den i waned to get a purple tp bt i din find one... den i forget wad else i buy ler haha lazy to think la.. anyway.. tt is abt all.. i love my hair!!!heeeee

LOTSA update

yeah yeah i noe i haven update for v long as my com brk down n i was realie bz working...even rite nw i am nt using my com to blog.. lotsa things have changed.. so much tt i cqnt even rem some of it.. hmm job wise.. i am happy n i like my job v much.. e pple ard me r all v nice ... study wise i think i am going to mdis to reg soon bt probably for july intake? tis i aint sure yet bt i am oni doing tt for e sake of a cert.. sigh in actual fact i love my life rite nw.. perhaps nt rite nw bt a week or two ago.. cos everything seem so perfect tt i wish my life wud jus be lyt forever bt i noe its impossible.. relationship wise i am happy n contented.. i haf everything tt i need in my life rite nw perhaps jus a few dilemma here n dere.. recently i got into another chapter of my life.. new stuff new pple new emotions.. n thinking back i realised tt i am doing alot of things tt i wud ntdo in e past.. i don like to drink bt i dono y i am drinking so much nwadaes.. sigh needa ctrl huh.. anyway lotsa plans for e nx couple of weeks.. dinners to attend to.. going to mandarin to stay over.. suntaning wif christline.. yeah n going to her hse to tok n rot.. anyway me n her painted some glasses using glass paints n we had such an enjoyable time.. den in e end i gave my creation to my dear.. anyway i felt so sad tt christline is flying in a mths n a half time though i oni noe her nt for long bt she is some one who means alot to me n i treasure alot n she has lotsa influence over me.. sigh.. n i will oni get to see her after she fly away say.. .6 mths later when she fly back for a while.. if oni i noe her earlier.. nw in my mind i am realie looking forward to all e plannings for april.. bt n april dere r bound to be times i felt loss cos of some reason.. sigh okay time to go prep for wrk.. i will try to update pics when i gotta time n when my com is back.. tt reminds me! i muz take more pics wif her..