Friday, April 29, 2005

drastika

Drastika-
its so scary when one fell outta love huh.. don get mistaken the person is nt me.. bt recently many peeps made me realised tis..
i gt an realie good fren.. after her bf dump her she gt so terrible upset tt she did something DRASTIC to her hair.. she used to hair a fine sheet of long rebornded hair which was dyed to a perfect shade of golden brown.. n she used to be as fair as snow.. after tt blardy idiot left her.. she cut tt hair n in 20 mins.. she look like a butch n mind u she used to be a real beau.. so she had ts fucky hair tt din go well for her beautiful princess like face n fringe tt looks like its for retard.. den she started to change her whole image of beauty.. which change e hell outta her.. she start to be so bl;ardy tan.. (hey i gt nth againt pple who r tan in fact many gorgeous ladie r tanned.) but nt for her cos she.. jus liek me.. hates e sun dreaded e rays n heats.. bt nw she goes sun tannig eveyr week... n i cant recognise her anymore... ok as compared to mths her hair became more decent.. bt its like v plain o jane.. realie nt for her cos she used to be some one i realie envy n idolised.. n nw she cange within a matte rof mths to tis stuck in bntw ugly duckling wif e potential to be a princess. wad hurt me e most is definitely nt becos she is nt as gorgeous as e past.. bt is e fact tt she went so dw jus becos tt BLARDY jerk left her for some short hair tanned ger... sigh.. y.. of all reason did u chose to be influence by some one nt worthy of ur love.. u cud easily be e prettiest babe anywhere! .. (btw she looks like fann wong b4 she did all tis) n u cud left all guys longing for u once dey saw u man.. bt nw u becam e realie pathetic n u noe wad realie hurt me? e fact tt u r still trapped in tis stupid painful world in u.. y cant u jus let it go.. i mean he is nth great n he is nt even good looking for god sake.. yeah so wad if he gt a gibb mouth.. its jus emptiness.. u noe y am i pouring tis out.. cos i love u like my own sista.. yet u allow urself to became so pathetic..jus all becos of a JERK... please pick urself up again n stop hurting those ard u..
i swear to myself tt i will nv alow myself to reach a stage of hopelessness.. all becos of love.. no woman deserve to cry.. n e one who makes dem cry don deserve their love..