always on my mind

when i'm at home.. i miss gordan
yet when i over at his place i miss my family...
:(
hw i wish i can divide myself into 2..

tis 6+ mths made me realised hw much i actualie love my family.. i guess nt going home tt often jus make me think of dem even more... distance make one's heart fonder huh..
as my clock is pretty much in e night.. moments of sitting together in e living rm means a lot to me.. even if e conversation is nt abt me hearing my parents chattering.. (minus e gossip part) can be pretty pleasant..
As for my 2 sisters.. well some hw i'm glad of tt incident tt happen to my da jie a week ago as nw i haf a excuse to pop over to her rm n slp over.. which i am still doing whenever i'm home.. chatting wif her till we sleep is actualie a gd way to fall asleep.. suddenly.. sharing a rm wif siblings seems so good.. i wud sae tt my sister is my best fren haha..
as for my younger sis.. seeing her grw up make me kinda miss e old snoopy pyjamas her.. but den again.. i like e "lo koh" nw too..poping cute remarks nw n den makes her so irresistable.. Jappy girl will def grw up to be a belle.. i'm so sure.. haha..
Suddenly many things seem so unimportant now.. becos my life jus simply evolves ard my family n gordan n i felt so blessed becos i haf dem n i am contented..
awwww i'm so so in love wif dem.. sounds weird huh... well nt to me becos dere is a period of time in my early teens when i almost certainly hate everyone.. glad its jus a phase.. pheww..