br0ken heart

have been crying so much tis few daes tt my eyes don luk lyk eyes any more.... don ask me y don ask me wad happen... don console me don act lyk u noe don...
i felt so alone... tho i am surrounded... tho u r still ard but deep dw inside i feel like an empty shell. i am so afraid tt while u set ur mind on our future... we might nt even get pass the present let alone in future... i feel so inseccure.. so weak.. so lost... no one will noe hw i feel rite nw...all my life i haf nv put so much hope n trust n faith in a r/s n nw i felt so dispair...
i reallei wanna thx clarence... for being dere for me tis few daes... if nt for u i dono wad wud haf become of me ler.. u realie made me feel better..
e sadest thing abt a couple is when both of u still love each other but u noe bcos of sm reasons things ain gonna wrk out n some parts of ur another half is ald gone n e one u love so dearly may hav changed to another person who, altho look exactly e same outside, but is nv e same again inside... n u can only sit dere n witness e death of love slowly diminish till nth is left at all...
n tt's us..


anyway... i regret spending e 140 at estee lauder cos nw i am broke! but i mus sae e free gift dey gift all e skin care products r realie good... after using e minatures i sure will go buy all e 5 bot again but one bot ard 80 + or more i think gonna save up ler!! my final conclusion after all this yrs is... i love estee lauder! <3 <3 <3