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okiee.. so everything is okayz ler.. dear cor me jus nw den i tell him abt e dream n he assured me many things den i felt so much comforted.. thx dear though i noe u wun get to read tis but i still wanna thx u for making me feel wad i feel rite nw.. i mishhhh u soooooo muchhhh.. heeeee.. listening to Ayumi Hamasaki - Moments now.. n a few others enqueued.. all tis song make me miss dear even more sia.. Esp Utada Hikaru - Automatic.. my heart is so xin ku nw cos i realie miss him so much.. though we do spend time together quite alot but some hw its nv enuff? i dono whether in future we'll haf time like tis ler.. esp if i going to study lo.. some hw.. i realie wish tt things will stay lyt forever.. hais..
dear.. i realie mish u sia.. sigh..
mUaCkIeSsSsSs xD

if everything happens for a reason.. i believe that i exist because of ur existence..
Loving u always & forever..

sian

hmmm everyone is frantically finding a course to suit dem.. honestly even at tis stage i still gt no idea wad i wan.. e best choice wud probably be going to MDIS.. yeah.. tt is my decision.. so nw i am waiting for RP confirmation.. even if dey wan me perhaps i wud jus go MDIS cos e course duration is 6 to 9 mths oni..
gt a realie bad dream ytd.. abt me n my dear.. terrible sia~ hais so glad to haf waken up.. its a torture sia.. i wonder if it will happen in real life cos.. tt is one thing i haf oways feared tt wud happen ever since dae 1! Everyone reading.. please take note.. if u haf a best fren of e opposite gender.. n u gt a bf/gf.. please prove to dem tt dey r more impt den ur best fren becos if u don dey will become v insecure n upset over many issues.. sigh..........cmon at e end of e dae hu wud u end up wif rite.. dono lah.. perhaps nw i am jus SUPER DUPER unhappy over tt blardy dream.. =( do i sound like i am too much? perhaps.. sigh i don wanna feel lyt too wad.. i wanna be a gracious person hu can afford to share my bf but e fact is.. i am nt tt noble.. i am nt tt great.. i am jus a simple ger.. who wanna be loved wholeheartedly by him.. tt is all.. is tt too much to ask for? i dono if nw i am the one typing or sherlyn frm e dream.. cos e normal me wud jus swallow dw all tis ill feelings.. bt i don wanna hold back.. after holding back so many ohter issue.. tis is my blog if i cant let it out here where else! -fustrated- so pls forgive me for being so harsh.. but i doubt u will ever read so hack lah.....n plus.. its just a dream tt had yet to happen
Anyway perhaps i wud haf e chance to meet up wif my 2003 classmates.. something i am looking forward to cos i realie miss dem so o o o much.. hopefully dey can make it cos i haven seen dem for exactly one yr.. ok tt is all i shall end here.. =]

sian

i did badly for my o's.. 31 pts.. which cant get me any where.. gonna go RP todae n try out.. after tt gonna meet dear.. hais.. i feel terrible.. really... i noe i wun do well.. bt u noe a part of me cant help hoping for a miracle every nw n den.. while i was on e bcab on e way to collect my results i tell myself.. god.. bring me to where i belong.. so is tis realie wad its meant to be for my life... i dono.. i don wanna start wrk forever so early sia.. perhaps i will go try MDIS.. dono.. nw i am in dis state of confusion.. my parents wan me to retake.. n seriously i don feel like going RP those hu noe me well enuff shud noe tt.. i wan go nyp cos its nearer to my hse.. moreover RP so far n nt so establish yet.. aiya dono la.. hmm a few of my classmates oso kana 30+ i wonder wad dey gonna do.. tis tell u nv go to take pte o.. stay in gov sch bettr.. maybe if i haf stayed i'll get a good result lo.. hais.. sian lah! =(