Thursday, June 16, 2005

Yeah~! going thailand soon!

i'm so happy tt my coming paycheck is 700~! long time don haf so much ler always stuck ard 500.. last week has been realie tiring for me both physically n emotionally but tis week is beter.. anyway went to eat dian xin wif my sisters on mondae..was realie glad tt i get a chance to bring my younger sis out as i noe pple of her age rarely haf treats esp her so i hope there will be more.. before my sch starts tt is.. e food is quite nice quite a limited variety.. still its value for money lor.. tues me n dear went to book air tickets but realised our date of departure is full so we haf to opt for another date so sian.. after tt we went to bugis village has been ages since i last went dere. all the things dere i can get at thailand lor.. n ard 4x cheaper! so excited tt nx week i finally going ler.!! cant wait.. my summer love pay will add on to my cash-in-hand waha so happy..work is alrite todae.. but tiring as usual.. tml will haf to go n collect the plance tickets wif dear b4 he wrk.. anyway nw all tt is on my mind is thailand only.. haha... sat gotta wrk at sentosa summer love realie sian lor if only dey don haf e event cos i realie hate e place i hate it i hate it i hate it!!hope it faster cls wahaha..wrking 12 hrs in one shot can realie kill lor.. sian.. den my manager dey all still wanna chiong on sundae.. don feel like going but as usual dono hw to reject dem.. :( actualie me so enthu abt thailand is becos of e shopping.. if not i oso don wan go dere de.. anyway i cant go abroad for one yr after my sch start.. so sian.. sch starting on july 18th.. tho still gt 1 mth lyt but i noe sure past v fast de tis one mth so i v scare as i realie love my life rite nw i don wanna haf any changes.. anyway .. working has made me a better person.. i am more responsible (like i sae its more nt totaly) more self disciplined.. more patient , stronger n i seem to be able to enudre much more hardship as compared to e past n hopefully more mature.. my sis said tt she too felt tt e me nw is better .. i felt comforted.. who saes tt wrking nite life will turn u into an ah lian? in actual fact i felt tt i am less lian liao wahahaha...
i noe going to sch is good for me so i shall jus bear wif it.. anyway wrking tis 5 to 7 mths seems like 2 mths to me so hopefully one yr of sch will seem like 4 mths.. i am excited as its mass com but i cant help feeling intimidated.. no body likes to go to a new begining n start frm e scratch.. i realised tis is actualie a chance given to me tt not everyone will haf.. i am so glad tt after pte o i still gt one more road to prolong my education journey.. hopefully i will do well for tis one.. my only fear is my relationship wif my bf.. will it survive for tis one yr as we r so used to spending so much time together? i realie hope so cos tis 5 mths tho we had our share of bad times but we r still as close as any 2 pple can be n i realie treasure tis r/s alot.. hopefully we can pull thru diff times.. anyway i am looking forward to watching Intitial D wif my sista once its showing .. long time haven go for movies wif her ler.. cant even rem e last one.. well for once its a chinese movie i noe she will like or even watch.. as she is nt a cheena person.. so.. well it seems like tis last mth b4 my sch starts i haf many plans.. sigh.. hopefully my life will be better when sch starts..

resemblance.. its so scary tt its frking me out..