I'm sooo broke sobx

sigh ever since ytd my mood v bad.. reopen FS to find back friends to get their num.. todae dear off so we went to town n walk walk .. in e end i spend $250 ! sian no money ler realie broke left like 2 bucks only.. sigh! bought 3 half cardigans n a top frm Zara.. den buy Anna Sui Secret Wish perfume n after tt go tangs to buy Stila highlighter... heng anna sui nv change e gift for over a $100 purchase cos if i not i sure splurge on many anna sui items de.. i tot tt after a shopping trip i will be happier but no lor i stil v sad over my lost hp i realie curse tt fucker lo.. HAIS i realie dono hw lah.. den all e more i shud nt waste money lyt ma.. but i tot after splurging i will be happier tt y i luan luan buy lo.. nw regret.. shud haf save e $ to buy a new hp instead.. but den i oso don haf any hp i liek n i think buy back e same 6260 like v toopid lyt.. e only one i kinda like is N90 frm nokia so maybe i will get tt but haven launch n e sales girl tell me even if launch starting oso over 1k.. si bei sian nah.. hais.. nw i realie v down lo i no mood for everything jus nw at fareast even brk dw cos of certain things.. todae is realie a bad dae la.. tis 2 daes i realie waste alot of money.. like ytd go blow my hair i oso dono for wad shit den buy tis buy tt liek so bo liao cos safter i lost my hp i try every way to make me happy but realie cant lo not even my fav - shopping.. whenever i think of my hp i realie feel v pissed n sad i feel nlike killing e ass hole lo don let me noe who issit lo.. hais.. i feel like looking for a job again.. but den if i wrk i realie dono hw to cope wif my sch.. if don wrk no money wad a dilemma.. sigh.. I HATE TT FUCKER WHO STOLE MY HP! SOBBBBBBBBBBBBB