thots..

haf u ever felt empty tho u r occupied.. even when my life is in e full swing mode.. i still feel empty.. funnie rite.. alot of things made me think of e past todae.. hw my life used to be so fun den nw like so lifeless.. i kinda miss those happening daes.. i miss my v-long-nv-contact-but-still-frens friends..like todae wake up den me n dear go harbour front n eat pasta... den walk ard den he go wrk den i feel even emptier haha.. den i head hm.. on e train some kids who are behaving like dere father bought e train KP all e way frm harbour front to hg.. i cant beleive it.. n all e passengers stare at them but dey liek no kick lyt.. even worse dey aloghted at e same stop as me /me faint . . . after tt went hm.. ctv use com try to keep my rm but no mood thru half way.. jsu lyt i spend liek ard 6 to 7 hr ler..wad a waste of time.. n i miss him.. sigh.. suddenly feel like taking cab to his hse nw.. but i n oe i cant la tml gt sch.. but i'd be going dw tml after sch which is 12..i'm gettign worried.. tis is liek e 2nd week of sch so far still quite slack i neo nx term wun be so slack ler cos nx term gt 3 sub nw oni gt 2.. next term hw to fin dtime to pei him neh .. hai dono la.. even if u ask me nw i'd still sae i regret taking up dip... tho i no longer resent it as much but .. i still don like it.. nw i thinking hw to go dw n take cheque.. think i'd go on mon cos e bitch nt wrking.. todae ***** sms me n tell me wad she heard frm e bitch.. wah! i realie fucking hot at tt moment but after awhile i cool dw n i tell myself .. e more she wanna provoke me it will jus end up reflecting badly cos now i did nth wrg if i were to tok thigns out i wun lose cos i am aware tt my concious is clear jus tt i don c e need to waste my time over tis kinda bitch.. aiya n oso once i take e cheque i wun ever needa c her again so i hack la.. she wan sae wad let her sae lo.. i told ***** tt let her sae cos my true frens will noe its nt e truth.. n those who chose to believe e bitch jus proved to me tt dey r nt worthy of our friendship.. human can be so so poisonous.. esp bitches like e fucker.. i'm like practically cursing thruout my blog.. shall try to stop tt.. gonna go n continue tidying my rm.. miss him