Friday, October 14, 2005

:(

i am sick of blogging bout sad things... but tis is wad i am going thru nw... n he don understd... i dono hw... i don lyk to bother anyone... but i feel so helpless... i sound lyk some pathetic frk i noe... but maybe i am realie damn pathetic nw... when i am alone... i no longer feel ur existance in my heart.. i jus feel realie empty... is tis realie wad we will end up like? i dono .. will u ever regret if u were to lose me becos of tis... i realie wonder... if tis r.s cant work out.. hw do u expect to to std up again... if e one u realie love n trust let u dw... where will u get the strength to start again? i don wan e dae to come when i realised everything has ended... u said u tried to salvage... i realie don c it... u realie dono wad i wan...u don lyk me to sae tt u haf change but haven u ? everydae i slp n wake wif tears... do u care? haf u ever try to put urself in my shoes.. u think tt every thing is jus becos of my sensitivity... but why is dere smk when dere is no fire to begin wif... instead of jus using tt as an excuse y don u try to analyse tis whole situation in another perspective.. nw i realised... sometimes love jus ain enuff...
will somebody jus come n kill me ?