i miss chrisline :|

..Memoriess..
i miss her soo much!! ytd me n chris chatted pretty long.. hopefuuly it wun cost much! reallie looking forward to her trip in feb.. its was as tho its ytd tt she flew to holland.. i miss her laughters sooo much.. she plays a v imp role in my life tt no one will eva understand.. our special bonding is something i treasure alot.. sigh realie miss her!!so near yet so far.. hearing her voice is as tho she is jus nx to me.. sharing our liife together.. e conversation jus made me miss here even more.. if oni she is still in spore.. my life will be so much better.. flashes of us going out togehter.. toking at her hse for hrs.. can u imagine we jus sit dere n tok all dae long! i cant do tt wif anyone man.. all e memories.. sigh feel like crying man.. sobz ..she is jus so special.. emil is such a lucky fellow haha..suddenly feb seem so near.. which is a gd thing in fact i cant wait to c her ! sigh i realie miss her so much. . .
tml my ah dear off.. yeah!..went to take my cheque jus nw.. so sad.. miss my wrk place so much.. afterall its e place tt brought him into my life.. n i guess i realie cant ask for anything much.. tho we r together for 6 mths ald.. but memories of us is so fresh .. sometimes i'll jus sit dere n reminisce those daes.. so sweet haha.. those toopid things tt made us fall so crazy in love wif each other.. i felt so blessed to haf him.. he brought me so much love n peace into my life.. n oso its him tt brought me to noe chris.. tt is another blessing too!! he is everything good in my life.. i cant imagine my life w.o him.. even jus seeing him makes me smile.. simple as it sound but nt everyone haf tis power okie.. suddenly i rem tt dae when chris emil me n dear meet up n we sat at hotel rendevouz n tok.. den all of us starting saying y we r attracted to our e other halves.. so sweet haha.. aiyo.. i'm like living in e past.. sad.. cos i'm nw in e present n i noe much as i wish i cant go back to e past again..
jus receive a sms frm tong li.. aiyo so sweet.. he is one precious fren in my life tt i'd nv forget.. frens for like 4 years ler.. time realie past v fast.. he is realie some one who stood firm by me when i'm at my most depressed stage of my life.. n its nt easy esp when i was so sucidal back den.. suddenly i needa thank Friendster.. like bring me back so many frens.. n made us closer..
think i'd end here n go n do my assignment if i don do todae i dono wad i'm gonna hand up tis fri haha.. n my dear gonna come home soon yeah!