PISSED

I hate to be at home..subjected to violence n abuses... n judgement..
i hate all e shouts all e curses directed at me
i hate to wake up wif a jerk cos by a huge slap
i hate e feeling of inseccurity n not knowing wad will happen to me nx..
i hate pple to keep hurrying me or nagging me
i hate e tensed up atmosphere..
i hate e way i was treated like i grew up eating glass pieces
i hate e fact tt he can be so obviously bias with no shame of showing it out
i hate e way he treat us like thrash or animals.. hurling wrds of abuses at us
i hate to cry out of fear
i hate pple to lie to me abt the time.. as if i have no watch!
i hate it when he wake me up b4 i shud wake up
i hate to wake up by his shouts
i hate it when he blames me for things i din do
WTFFFFFFFF
all e cursing is drving me mad
i jus wanna shout : HEY I AM UR DAUGHTER OKAY!
so wad if he might nt mean it n was probably driven by his ever so hot temper?
does it gives him e rigth to abuse us mentally/emotionally??
i do get hot too okay!
n he is not the only one who noes hw to curse!

i miss my boy..
he'd nv treat me lyt..
being wif him.. i feel so secure.. unlike nw.. sigh
i feel like moving out!!!!!
when will i ever find peace???