Why?

I lost my BRAND NEW ANNA SUI MASCARA.. sObz.... sigh my heart so pain .... i keep thinking tt maybe i left it at hm or dear hse but nope i cant find it anywhere... whoever took it will haf rotten hands soon! y am i oways losing my things realei hate myself for being so blur cock.... reallie gonna ctrl my expenditure ler.... no more savings left... sigh.. gonna look for those v v v part time job soon if tis goes on... e 3 new mod is so boring... dey r so similar yet dey r diff hw to pass lyt.. starting to be worried bout my econs test realie praying i will pass lor...
FC aka BJ aka JB wadever lah pissed e hell outta me ytd.. n e worse is gonna be stuck wif her for e whole mod till it end.. sign..
so tired.. so so deprived of sleep!!!!!
anyway my IO finally contact me! hahaha.. hopefully the processing part will be fast!!

i realie realie realie hate COPYCATS...
copycats r pple who needa get a life lor!
i mean..
if u admire smthing doesnt mean u haf to copy wad
u copy other pple jus goes to show u r insecure n u r nt respecting the person's creativity lo..
not as if u wad ma can ownself think of new things don copy mah so no sense of originality eh
give me n urself a bit of respect???
try to think of new things n idea urself don copy frm pple lo other pple will oso noe is u copy de lo..
n i am sure u oso don like pple copy u de lor.. if u don like pple do smthing to u y even do tt smthing to other pple?
inspiration n direct leeching is totally two diff things n u shud noe urself u r under which category lor

Momo

Ytd went to Liang court eat dinner wif dear den bought jj bdae pressie n went to club momo to celebrate her bdae.. spent one hr frm liang court trying to find my way dere... n the worse part is i pass by the building alot of times but dono is momo walow... den after jj n stan arrive n i saw wan xin my ex senior she become v pretty hahaha..not bad lor momo quite chio.. e toilet oso v chio hahaha.. many pple left quite early lo.. i felt quite happy seeing all my frens dere cos after i quit oso nv much contact.. den after i noe gordan nv come meet me reese elliot n me left n stan is drunk hahaha.. den dis ridiculous guy sae he saw me b4 wif his fren think he seh becos its my 1st time to momo n i dono any of his frens name.. haha reach hm quite early den play e com some hw time pass v fast den dear come home ler suddenly craving for century egg porridge so we wait till 7am n go to the market n eat.. v nice sia... craving satisfied yeah! den after tt we went hm n slp den evening he go wrk n i dawdle abit b4 going to Great world city to haf dinner wif him.... den managed to find e cai yan tt i wan but as we nt eating food court gotta wait till after dinner den go back dere to buy.. hahahahaha.
i love to meet dear during his break cos i noe he love to c him during his break ahaha... but tho its oni 1hr 15 min but we treasure the time together.. sound like we don meet up alot? but its jus e opp.. we meet up all e time.. but its nv enuff haha... tml is another term ler.... aftr sch gonna meet dear.. yippie! n tues meet reese n elliot~!

broke again!

aiyo broke broke broke so broke nw when is my inspector going to call me i wan him to call me so badly tt i even dream tt he gt call me haha... tis 2 daes buy alot of things... tues n wed... bought 4 clothes n one skirt frm forever 21 n a top frm future state lyt ard left a bit of money den after tt splurge on anna sui stuff cos i wan e make up bag n i tot can shun bian buy my foundation refill so another 120 gone sian worse still haven buy my skin care products.. so wed go n buy nw pocket left kohsong hahaha... some mroe still gt so many many things to buy.. sian... but suan ler la since money one dae oso will be spend finish de nw can only pray my IO faster call me lo..

always on my mind

when i'm at home.. i miss gordan
yet when i over at his place i miss my family...
:(
hw i wish i can divide myself into 2..

tis 6+ mths made me realised hw much i actualie love my family.. i guess nt going home tt often jus make me think of dem even more... distance make one's heart fonder huh..
as my clock is pretty much in e night.. moments of sitting together in e living rm means a lot to me.. even if e conversation is nt abt me hearing my parents chattering.. (minus e gossip part) can be pretty pleasant..
As for my 2 sisters.. well some hw i'm glad of tt incident tt happen to my da jie a week ago as nw i haf a excuse to pop over to her rm n slp over.. which i am still doing whenever i'm home.. chatting wif her till we sleep is actualie a gd way to fall asleep.. suddenly.. sharing a rm wif siblings seems so good.. i wud sae tt my sister is my best fren haha..
as for my younger sis.. seeing her grw up make me kinda miss e old snoopy pyjamas her.. but den again.. i like e "lo koh" nw too..poping cute remarks nw n den makes her so irresistable.. Jappy girl will def grw up to be a belle.. i'm so sure.. haha..
Suddenly many things seem so unimportant now.. becos my life jus simply evolves ard my family n gordan n i felt so blessed becos i haf dem n i am contented..
awwww i'm so so in love wif dem.. sounds weird huh... well nt to me becos dere is a period of time in my early teens when i almost certainly hate everyone.. glad its jus a phase.. pheww..

Thrusday

Before i start i jus wanna sae smthing.. smthing to tt LOSER who wanna sabo me n dear HAHAHAHAHA eh wakeup la ur tis tactic hor toooooooooo childish n lousy ler la.. C don even bother to reply u cos she think u damn bo liao lo.. tho e sms u send her is quite long ago n when i was still wrking so wad?? she oso nv stop us or wad lah hor in fact she even show dear the sms n we luff... n she tell dear : there is nth to hide wad.... hmm but judging tt u were ald terminated for so long n dono wads been happening well i cant be bothered to sae either.. all i can sae is ur effort go to waste la.. so wake up lah hor.. tho i only noe it ytd but i jus find it so FUNNY cos u resort to tis kinda no life loser tactic .. wanna tell tale in e end only reflect on wad kinda person u r to C only ma.. n C even tell dear to bring me dw to burn incense paper today together lor.. so maybe i still haf to thank u cos u help us to break e news in such a wonderful way...
and oh! i din sae who is e loser hor! so some pple don too sensitive hor.. if u suspect tt u r e loser n u not happy.. ok lo don come my blog lor.. nobody sae my site need ur support hor..

ok enuff of tt loser ... Todae went out wif my sister to watch charlie n the chocolate factory... its our childhood dream cos we love e book so much n we r sooo glad it came out as a movie but we tot Johnny Depp din make a good Willy Wonka.. hmm.. nvm overall its like 4 n a half stars... :P finally got her to taste e BBF tt i love so much n i'm glad she love tt too.. anyway while we were on our way to cine to purchase our tickets we stop by e Vichy rd show n get a free skincare basic kit n a skin consultation n e person told us in detail abt our skin.. n she said my skin is quite good overall but i haf to be careful of pigmentation n fine lines due to my dry areas.. anyway we were out to buy the best moisturiser in town cos we both desperately wan a gd moisturise n e best way is to try everything n in e end we ended up in a dilemma cos some of e products r equally gd... in e end after running abt n trying for hrs we both get the Kiehl's moisturiser cos well celebraties don swear by it for nth.. tho quite ex.. but i'm happy la as long as it can help my skin can ler.. actualie i still prefer e clarins moisturiser but nvm la wait for one dae i old ler den buy tt lor.. haha.. actualie wanna buy a few more skin care products but on budget lah so nvm wiat till gt money 1st.. n for dinner we ate at fish n co... pig out haha.. the foood is soooo delicious.. fully satisfy my craving.. hee.. n i left my kiehl bag dere so in e end i run all e way back to find it thank god the person nv take.. if nt i sure cry... so happy gonna c dear in 4 hrs time yippie~

updates...

Saturdae went to celebrate suilan bdae... i'm glad i went cos haven seen all of dem for so long...tho we haven realie contact for v long but e feeling isnt tensed up or wad.. in fact everyone is still as crazy haha.. din eat alot cos i dono leh nt much appetite.. go home quite early but its definitely enjoyable..hopefully there will be more outings like tis cos its realie nice to do some catching up...

Sundae dear off dae... settle some stuff den quite late ler went to taka kinokuniya (spell correct?) cos he wanna buy book for his job HAHA den after tt we went to far east n eat e beer battered fish its realie nice... we oso order the calarmari n caramelized sausage... wOo v v nice.. till we so full n wanna die den jus lyt only n we go home ler...

Monday he go wrk n me bought dinner for his break.. tho its nth special but sitting by e river n lying on his shoulders wif a gentle breeze.. the feeling is so nice.. tho its jus his break n he gotta go back after ard an hr but we had such a good time chilling out.. n some body saw us siann.. but shud be ok ba ... anyway i tell ah dear its v relaxing n he sae too bad nv bring note book so he can write down den i blur cos i dono wad he toking.. den turn out cos when we were at thailand resting at a small cafe at chatuchak he mentioned something abt relaxing too n i wrote it down in his note book "ah dear sae its so relaxing bla bla bla.." n he find it v funnie hahahaha.. he made me realised tt we don haf to spend time at a posh restaurant or wad.. but even a simple bench beside e river can jus be as wonderful....as long as we r beside each other :)

Tueday.. his off again hahaha.. woke up quite late ard 4 den by the time we go out ard 7 ler.. went to holland v.. erm i noe its damn wad but i'v nv been dere b4.. cos its oso been quite out of place for be until i noe him cos he live ard tt area..n its abit like thailand.. dono leh dere jus remind me of thailand lor... after walking ard n ard for 45 min den we finislly can decide where to eat cos we r both v indecisive in e end we walk ard till e pple atanding out e cafes can recognise us n wanna luff when dey c we keep walking ard..so we ate at tis realie nice restaurant..i noe e shop name has something "rose" de.. but forget e exact one.. tho it quite ex.. but its quite worth it.. i order a baked dory n he order a steak n both r realie realie nice e ambience is realie romantic n we were toking hw nice if its our porch etc.. its realie a great evening..n e bad thing is dere r mosquitoes.. e bite add on to those i got on sat nite n my leg is nw full of red dots grrrrrrr.... so after dinner we decide to go for a drink but den again we dono where to go.. tho e sound bar wud be ideal cos its some sort the place we met.. (haha but i don wan later haf to see some bitch face eee spoil my dae den sian 1/2) we were chosing btw acid bar/lash/dbl o (i don like)/ CU / Velvet n e wine bar dere n in e end after much much discussion we decided to go to e wine bar at zouk dere... actualei we plan to go velvet de but its only 9 + 10 only so we tot we 'd go drink at e wine bar.. who noes once we reach dere we sit dere till 12+ n we nv go velvet in e end ler.. e ambience is like 2 out of 5 .. realie don like it.. e staff knowledge of liquor is like 10/100? dey dono alot of cock tails n e menu only haf 5 or 6 cocktails 5/6 shooters... any way e reason y we r stuck dere so long cos dear haf UOB mini visa so its 1 for 1 for us!!! haha yeah... thank god he brought his card.. so we order a Cosmopolitian followed by a Frozen peach daiquiri den a Screaming (Baileys/kahlua/milk) its my fav!! den a glass of white wine n all of tis is one for one so we end up hafing one each.. within 2 hrs.. n we r like realie full... n dey don haf wad we wanted ( i wanted june bug / green eyes/ Bacardi 151) all don haf lo grrrrr.. call tt a wine bar? no way.. so we left pretty early... but i muz sae i realie enjoyed myself ... n i noe dear oso v happy... after tt we went home n we sleep all the way till 5+ n den we wake up n bathe den watch anime n sleep.. n nw i'm back at my own home.. tml gonna watch movie wif my sis.. charlie n e choc factory!! yeah our childhood ~! n after tt i guess i'd go his hse cos all my books r dere i needa study for my exams nx week.. anyway ytd at e wine bar elliot called us n we plan to go out together on dear nx off dae wif reese as well.. so tt is another thing for me to look forward! in fact i'm loving my study week cos no need to go sch.. gawd i realie resent sch man~..

I'M GONNA EXPLODE

I'M SO FUCKING PISSED WIF TT FUCKED UP KID I'M REALIE GONNA EXPLODE WIF E AMT OF ANGER ACCUMULATED IN ME FUCKING HELL I WISH SHE'D DIE ASAP MY LIMIT IS REACHING THE 99TH PERCENT HER FUCKING VOICE JUS PISSED E HELL OUTTA ME I WANNA SLAP HER TML IF SHE DARE TO WAKE ME UP WIF E DIN SHE IS MAKING AT 7 AM AGAIN SHE THINK TT THE WHOLE WRLD WAKES UP AT 7 LIKE HER ISSIT BITCH FUCKING HELL I REALIE GONNA KILL HER ONE DAE TIS IS A KIND OF MENTAL TORTURE IF SHE IS MY KID I'D THROW HER DOWN E BUILDING FUCKING HELL FOR 6MTHS PLUS SHE HAS BEEN TORTURING ME N TIS IS IT I'M NT GONNA PUT UP WIF IT ANY MORE BE IT 7AM OR 7PM E SIGHT OF HER JUS MAKES MY HAND ITCH LIKE HELLL ANGER IS REALIE GONNA KILL ME ONE FINE DAE GRRRRRRRR IF I EVER DECIDE NT TO HAF KID TIS BLOODY KID WILL BE E REASON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HOPE U'D FUCK OFF FRM TIS WRLD ASAP BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry i noe i'm violent but if u were me i guess u wun be any better imagine... she wakes up at 7 am n she makes such a BIG DIN shouting ard like a red indian n playing wif some ass toys of her tt plays music n riding ard in e hse wif sound effects n mummy mummy here n dere for say half an hr b4 she takes a break n continue n HER PARENTS DO NTH ABT IT BLOODY HELLLLLL!!!tis is nt e 1st time or 2nd or 3 rd or 4th or 5th its the 100th time n i tried .. i REALIE TRIED TO PUT UP WIF IT OK.... imagine even if e door is cls i can still be awaken by tt fucking noise she makes everytime she is ard honestly i realie feel like killing her n she is a fucking spoilt brat n she think e dog is hers n when e dog is wif us sleeping but she jus wanna wake us up diliberately using all sorta ways like shouting screaming n everythingggggggg jus right outside e doooor !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so tt she can get e dog n e din she make is realie TERRIBLE when she cry out of small lil things n her parents don spank her n she jus continue howling n howling n howling n howling LOUDER N LOUDER WTF WTF WTFFFFFFFFFF i tell u i am getting hysterical u gt no idea hw much its driving me nuts absolutly nuts ARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH don gimme e crap tt kids r lyt becos kids aint lyt ok nt if u gt teach ur kids some manners n some stuff dey aint gonna turn out lyt ok i don c my younger sis lyt when she is 7 or 8 ok n tis girl is 7 or 8 but she behaves like a 3 yr old with no brains man n she is super hyper n she realie gets on my nerves i wanna kill her tis v moment arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr n jus ard half an hr ago she comes back n e same old awful din starts again n my blood jus boillllllllsssss frm e moment she open her damn mouth n KPKB ALL THE WAY ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR i realie dono wad to do tell me man tell me wad can i do SOMEBODY SAVES ME n one more thing to do all tis to a sleep-deprived-plus-potenially-depressed-plus-facing-so-many-probs-n-issues-person SHE IS DIGGING HER OWN BLOODY GRAVE GOD PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE SSAVE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

["x"]

hMmM

smthing disturbing happen to my sis ytd nite much as i hate to admit .. i am realie frk out too.. but i believe her fear is like 2x of mine.. was praying all e while n chris called in for conference too... thank god she was online at tt moment ... well i tot she is like e best person to assure my sis... but i don deny its freaky as well... so issit pure imagination or e unexplainable? no one will ever noe but i guess its oways to take precaution .. i love my family n i FORBID anything or wadsoever shit to harm dem.. its all in my mind.. if i chose nt to believe in its existance nth can harm me... will be praying for her tonite... n i noe she'd still be frk out too.. n ironically e tv is showing e adv for THE MAID nw.. grrr e producers think its soo soo funnie huh.. lame ass..

self reflection

i realised tt over e yrs i realie change alot.. i mean who doesnt? all my life i keep urging time to move faster.. even nw.. (n i am sure i wun regret for tis period of time.. till nx yr june 18th) all my life i hate sch.. except when i am P5 n 6 when i got e 4 peas in a pod.. dey made a huge diff in my life.. n tt is probably e only period of time tt i miss..
i miss thailand.. i miss the 4 precious daes.. tho alot of things sux.. but tt 4 daes i realie treasure alot.. listening to don phunk wif my heart jus remind me of e hotel cos everydae b4 we sleep n when we jus wake up e tv will play e song.. i promise myself tt i'll go dere wif him again n live e 4 or more daes over again..but gotta wait till nx yr when i finish sch..
Now i live my life waiting for the future to arrive.. simply wishing tt time will jus fly as fast as possible.. i wanna start wrk again.. don wanna be stuck n bounded by sch.. simply so sick of it.. its like only e 4th week n i'm ald damn sick of it.. simply dono hw to pass e rest of e yr..
There's alot i wish to change in me..my weird mindset.. my too emotional soul.. my stubboness.. my temper my impatience my indecisiveness my impulsive nature my sterotype thinking.. if only dey'd be gone i guess i'l be a better person..
Maybe partly tt y i love him so much.. becos he is everything i am nt.. he is jus like e other half who balance me.. or at least get a hold on me as i can get so off e hook.. i wonder if i am of any good for him? he is one person who made me feel tt he is so much better den i am .. haha n not many pple make me think tis way.. many pple might have a thing or two to sae abt his age.. but let me sae tis once n for all.. his age is perfect for me.. well given tt i'm more mature den a num of pple its only normal tt i love some one more steady, reliable, seccure n mature.. n he is e one..
He can give me good advices when i'm at lost ..n trust me nt everyone can give me useful ones.. he tell me his experience n guide me in life.. he is oways beside me making sure i don fall down.. becos he noe where i'd fall.. as he has been thru all tis b4.. he give me love n concern as well as understand my emotions.. he makes me listen dispite me being stubbon but becos its him.. i listen.. maybe its outta love initially tt i try to listen but later on i'd realise he is rite all along.. u noe e kinda feeling? like even e sky falls dw he'd still be dere beside u assuring u tt e sky will go up in a moment hahaha even if it wun.. he makes me believe tt it will.. i'm nt saying he's a saint.. jus simply saying tt he is e perfect one for me..
I hate games.. (well i still hate dem) but i find myself looking at warcraft becos he plays it.. i used to hate anime n comics.. he managed to make me fall in love wif anime.. so funny..
Maybe its e environment tt i;m brought up in.. oways being forced to do the things tt i hate.. v given a choice.. tt made me goes all softy when he use e soft approach.. n maybe he understand tt y he noes hw to handle me..
oh god i'm jus so in love wif him!

Tsubasa

"But when u want to cry, you have no choice but to become stronger. So that you can survive anything that happens without crying. . ."

Weekend

went out wif vivan.. so long nv c her ler.. miss her v nuch so i'm v happy tt we can meet up... after drinking some stuff frm coffee bean we went to search for dear present cos tml which is e 7th is our 6 mths anni.. hee... after finally buying 3 items we went to eat at marche n head hm... actualie wanna go club but i cant go there... so in e end we jus go hm lor...
tis morning saw dear's testi.. i was so touched.. its realie sincere nt like some craps like "we noe each other by wad wad wad , she wad wad wad.. i wad wad wad stuff... tis is like e 1st testi in my life tt i treasure so much .. still sae wad dono hw to express himself... siao tis is like e best way he cud ever express.. heee.. tml 6 mths ler too bad he gotta wrk.. so fast.. time realie past v fast.. he frm a stranger become everything in my life... realie cant imagine life w/o him nw.. hopefully we can last till e end of time.. love forever him . . .

REVAMP - again

hahaa ya i v bo liao so i decided to revamp my site again.. nth much jus change abit of details n add a lil more stuff :P sorry for broken links for nw

sObz

I shudnt have cut away my hair! tho its damn dry but i'm missing it like hell nw!!!!! 2 inches. . . when will it grw back i look like a damn fool nw!

F* up

feeling fucking cynical n everything negative nw.. i hate it when my life is being ctrl in dis way... i cant do wadever i wanna do nw... todae is wed i cant even go club cos tml got sch n if i go i'l get damn drunk n i wun be able to go to sch.. i miss my o life again.. i wanna go back... right to the start.. i resent all tis shit.. argh!! feeling so pek cek yet unable to do anything to improve or change the situation..

i'ved realised.. i shant trust anyone any more except for him..

PISSED

I hate to be at home..subjected to violence n abuses... n judgement..
i hate all e shouts all e curses directed at me
i hate to wake up wif a jerk cos by a huge slap
i hate e feeling of inseccurity n not knowing wad will happen to me nx..
i hate pple to keep hurrying me or nagging me
i hate e tensed up atmosphere..
i hate e way i was treated like i grew up eating glass pieces
i hate e fact tt he can be so obviously bias with no shame of showing it out
i hate e way he treat us like thrash or animals.. hurling wrds of abuses at us
i hate to cry out of fear
i hate pple to lie to me abt the time.. as if i have no watch!
i hate it when he wake me up b4 i shud wake up
i hate to wake up by his shouts
i hate it when he blames me for things i din do
WTFFFFFFFF
all e cursing is drving me mad
i jus wanna shout : HEY I AM UR DAUGHTER OKAY!
so wad if he might nt mean it n was probably driven by his ever so hot temper?
does it gives him e rigth to abuse us mentally/emotionally??
i do get hot too okay!
n he is not the only one who noes hw to curse!

i miss my boy..
he'd nv treat me lyt..
being wif him.. i feel so secure.. unlike nw.. sigh
i feel like moving out!!!!!
when will i ever find peace???

Good Day!

Todae dear off.. we went to raffles city to meet my sister... walk ard n after v v v long we decided to eat at Suntect Fish & Co.. The whole dining experience is amusing. in fact the whole day was.. haha.. so we order a seafood platter for dear, seasonal catch wif cajun for me n smk salmon caesar salad for sis n we order tis free flow mango karot thingy. Obviously both my sis n dear think tt its weird tt i like garlic so much cos i simply toppled the whole cup of it on my fish. n the free flow thingy, we jus keep drinking n drinking n drinking n finally we cant drink any more so we order another new glass n poured it into my sis empty bot n keep it haha. all e while we were afraid tt e staff wud c it n we tried so hard to keep it frm their sight haha. after e meal dey gave us 3 candies which ended up all in my mouth cos dey were egging me to chew it all together n show it to dem in e end i nearly choke cos e whole 3 peace of sweet is so huge tt i cant speak properly n all of us jus keep luffing n luffing. after e v v full meal we walk ard n decided to go grocery shopping at Carefour.. it was v fun! we bought so many junk ! so much food tt it can last me n dear for at least 2 to 3 weeks.. n dear bought tis can of whipped cream.. simply wonderful cos its my dream to jus eat the whole can away haha..bought tis v v nice nougat for a v cheap price yeah! and bought 2 pizza cos dear likes it.. e whole lots of thing cost nearly $60 .. so exp... after tt we went to coffee bean for coffee n cheesecake.. tok alot fo craps etc... den went to wait for cab e waiting time took up 30min! but while waiting all of us were luffing away n having a relaie good conversation.. ah dear la like to act act.. haha.. jus finished my assignment! feel soo good.. din do it ytd as i was doing the header.. (nice ma?) i jus like e song sweetest day so much! so after hearing it i was so inspired n decided to do the header... anyway its pretty late shud go n slp soon! hopefully dere will be an outing like tis again... :P

i miss chrisline :|

..Memoriess..
i miss her soo much!! ytd me n chris chatted pretty long.. hopefuuly it wun cost much! reallie looking forward to her trip in feb.. its was as tho its ytd tt she flew to holland.. i miss her laughters sooo much.. she plays a v imp role in my life tt no one will eva understand.. our special bonding is something i treasure alot.. sigh realie miss her!!so near yet so far.. hearing her voice is as tho she is jus nx to me.. sharing our liife together.. e conversation jus made me miss here even more.. if oni she is still in spore.. my life will be so much better.. flashes of us going out togehter.. toking at her hse for hrs.. can u imagine we jus sit dere n tok all dae long! i cant do tt wif anyone man.. all e memories.. sigh feel like crying man.. sobz ..she is jus so special.. emil is such a lucky fellow haha..suddenly feb seem so near.. which is a gd thing in fact i cant wait to c her ! sigh i realie miss her so much. . .
tml my ah dear off.. yeah!..went to take my cheque jus nw.. so sad.. miss my wrk place so much.. afterall its e place tt brought him into my life.. n i guess i realie cant ask for anything much.. tho we r together for 6 mths ald.. but memories of us is so fresh .. sometimes i'll jus sit dere n reminisce those daes.. so sweet haha.. those toopid things tt made us fall so crazy in love wif each other.. i felt so blessed to haf him.. he brought me so much love n peace into my life.. n oso its him tt brought me to noe chris.. tt is another blessing too!! he is everything good in my life.. i cant imagine my life w.o him.. even jus seeing him makes me smile.. simple as it sound but nt everyone haf tis power okie.. suddenly i rem tt dae when chris emil me n dear meet up n we sat at hotel rendevouz n tok.. den all of us starting saying y we r attracted to our e other halves.. so sweet haha.. aiyo.. i'm like living in e past.. sad.. cos i'm nw in e present n i noe much as i wish i cant go back to e past again..
jus receive a sms frm tong li.. aiyo so sweet.. he is one precious fren in my life tt i'd nv forget.. frens for like 4 years ler.. time realie past v fast.. he is realie some one who stood firm by me when i'm at my most depressed stage of my life.. n its nt easy esp when i was so sucidal back den.. suddenly i needa thank Friendster.. like bring me back so many frens.. n made us closer..
think i'd end here n go n do my assignment if i don do todae i dono wad i'm gonna hand up tis fri haha.. n my dear gonna come home soon yeah!